Was really in an insane mode last night, knowing that V is heading to bkk for business trip. Luckily he gave me his words, well it did alot better on me.

Felt better and less worried.

Feeling sick today, down with flu and cough. The weather nowadays is killing me, 33 degree in the day and the moment I stepped out of my air-con room I started sweating.

I really dislike the weather. :(

Since I'm feeling sick, I've stayed home and doing my cycle. By cycle, doesn't mean working out but it goes like this

MACBOOK - IPAD - IPHONE -MACBOOK - IPAD - IPHONE - MACBOOK - I PAD - IPHONE


for the whole day. Gosh, I can be such geek at home. hahah

signing off,

Ariel

Happiness just love to come and go uh?

Just when I thought things are going back on track, things are going well for us. Now, it's gonna put us into test once again..

I'm tired for telling myself the same shit


Sometimes I just hope he could do something to make me feel better.
he wants me to be independent.
But its just way too much for me to handle.

Hanging there alone as usual. Handling situation and emotion alone.


I'm just tired.

Signing off,

Ariel

Finally an off day, decided to head out of my house and see the world. Been awhile since I'm out on an off day, sometimes just wanna stay home and do nothing; just wait for the day to go pass.

As usual, started my day at 5pm. To be honest, sometimes I really wanna start my day like a normal person, wake up 9 in the morning and had breakfast, lunch at 12 noon blah blah blah.. but is been years and this never happen (my bff knows the best).

Well, actually the most time I spend on while doll-ing up is probably on deciding what to wear.

Make up? I only take up the most 30 minutes. 

But when come to OOTD, I can take up to 2 hours! \o.O/

(I don know if this happen to other girls outthere but even me, I'm amaze too)

I know as a "responsible" or rather a organize person, you should prepare your outfit before the night you went to sleep.

But this are the reason I decided to be and irresponsible and disorganise person:

#1 You don't know how you gonna feel the next day.

How you expecting yourself feeling like wearing a sweater, a mini-skirt or even a sweet dress? Honesly, being an libra, I'm indecisive and my mood change here and there. Therefore the next day, I'm back to square one. so why waste the effort? 

#2 Weather

What if you decided to wear a sweater/jacket and boots but its a bloody hot sun hanging up in the sky? Weather are one of the most unpredictable factors and recently Singapore is suffering from all the humid weather. (I'm sweating the moment I step out of my air-con room)

There you are, back to square one.

#3 Change of plans

So lets say you and your friends planned to USS/ Zoo or gonna have pinic over at Marina Barrage, so you prepared more of a chill out outfit,

but all of sudden it started to rain?

you have no choice may be to stay in door to watch a movie etc..

Welcome to Square one.
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Okay, we had our Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner over at Eighteen chefs. I actually had it like few years back over at their Tiong Baruh outlet but only during these recent months everyone is hype about it. I though may be their standard improved over the years or may be they make your dinning more interesting.


Well, at least I won't be like this guy, who over reacted on the food standard.
Guess the saying is true, an hungry man its a angry man.


Selfie is the best thing to do while waiting for food.



After our dinner, we went to our all time favourite karaoke, TEO HENG KTV! More over we found out there's one in town. So rather spending some time walking around and doing nothing might as well sing our lungs out.

On our way home we drop by to 24hr super market to pick up some supper ingredient and it seems to be quiet so decided to take a few of our OTTD shots and also I'm learning this new photoshop software.

these are the result, what you guys think?





signing off

Ariel

sometimes I hope I am the one thats don't care..

Relationship definitely not on a good stage, we have been putting up the poker face to each other for days, saying things that are not mend for each other, giving the poker face like as if everything is going well. 

Been busy running around today, didnt sleep for the whole night and went to work, looking forward for my busy sunday schedule...

Ended up it was just a sucky sunday... Nothing was appreciated that I pull myself to attend event and even being humiliated in front of a group of people.

Thought that this will be the end, putting my hope on the next, ended is the same.

None even try to stand at my point of view to think. None even care about how I feel, I may have a very good temper, I don't stir shit but there's always a limit to everything.

But people around you just started to take it for granted and of cause they never admit it.

Is just a waste of my time running around, wasnt really worth looking forward to. I'm not gonna do such thing again, this made me think about it, what if this continue, will I be able to overcome it.

Someone gonna change this. Someone.


-Ariel G Canvas

Hello,

It seems like thousand years since I logged in to here. Life have been quite a smooth sail for me, although that's still a little rocks here and there but still manage to handle it.

Looking back at all the post I've posted, I'm glad that I've created a blog here. Love looking how silly I am in the post. But oh well, I'll try to maintain this blog again.


Since has been awhile, theres too many of my key event that i had not blog about it, I'll just randomly update it here with pictures.

Relationship

Last year July, I'm attached to this lovely guy, Vallence. He's a very ambitious guy, along the way he taught me alot of different life skills and how to view things in life.

I don't know, something is going wrong.