This will be my last post relating about this issue which happens since Dec. Although everyone thought is over but over the internet I can see that is not.

I've done wrong, I've make a mistake. I admit. I tried to to changes and fix the situation. I know the hurt was so deep that she change into another person. I feel guilty and remorseful of course, but does that means that I suppose to go through all the "complement" she made indirectly to me over the internet?

"fuck fake friends" "people are selfish" "no more BFF in such world" "don't trust anyone"
blah blah blah

Why not just directly put my name in it? Is been how many months and I've keeping quiet and not doing any respond. Doesn't means I don't care, is just that I don't wanna make the situation worst. After so many months, finally received a text, I felt damn happy and thought may be its time to fix the friendship; ended up ALL I GET IS SARCASTIC REMARKS.

Tell me, I've been trying to be nice to you. how much longer you want me to tolerate this kind of remarks and attitude? my whole life?

My mom just being helpful and thoughtful to give you a push and I'm disappointed is when you don't even fucking appreciate my mom's help? 


For people who don't respect my mom, doesn't even need to be respected.

I feel fucking disappointed, when my mom is the one who trying to cook nice food for you, gives you concern and even pay for your enrollment for license, invite you over to our CNY reunion dinner. I'm not saying about money issue, is about giving care and concern (this is something you will never get from a non-blood related person); ended up what my family get was a back stab.

WELL PLAYED.

So now what? the whole world fucking owe you something? My life suppose to live under yours? Blame the whole world then, living at your own corner then, blame me for trying to keep u think twice about your future and safety. I think that's the world you want to be in. then let it be.

I've done whatever I can do to salvage this friendship but all I get is rejection, no matter what it takes 2 hands to clap, if you are not willing, I cant do anything too. I'm tired.

I'm sorry for being over-concern about your life when you don't even concern, shouldn't stop you from getting things that you want.