Everyday I'm living in pain even when I'm walking I feel lonely. I wouldn't want to let go, I wouldn't want to face it. I'm still putting some hope, hoping that he would at least have a little of care and concern for me.

I still put some hopes in this relationship. I really appreciate to all my friends, who are there for me. Consistently do a checking, making sure that I'm fine. I know they have a limit to help me, the main decision is on me, if I wanna move on.

Every single shit, linked me to think of him. I really miss him much, damn fcuking much.

:( I want him back badly.