Today went back to collect cert with Wei Lian, Mitch, Yun, Xin, Yi and Regina. After some small chat with juniors and teacher and was being stalk by the freaking stupid fatty OM there, we stand in the junction of the road that we usually say bye bye during our school days.

We cried, we cried for the whole 15minutes! Why? Because of the memories, the lovely things we did for each other, the very moment we had together, the cute, crazy, wild conversation we had...

Stress increase double once I stepped into ITE school gate, I still prefer secondary school life.

I still feel better with secondary schoolmates, whenever I saw them my stress seem to put off. Everything is forcing me. Archery, School works, even now, SMS.

Everyone sms me to chat and expect me to reply, once I reply slow they will goes like "Eh somebody dao me sia", "erm. . did you receive my message?", "hey reply leh", "why you never reply me de?", "eh you like very busy huh?", "You change liao.. now nvr msg me, know shuai ge le is it?" etc...

I mean HEY! I don't own you a living, why must I always be there to entertain you?
My bill have been explode EVERY month, every month my sms was like 3000 to 4000.
I don't mind 24hr smsing you if you willing to pay my freaking bills
Seriously sms me is your choice, reply or not to reply is my choice.
I live for the sake of living not for you!

Finally I got a 1/4 of break down during last saturday training.

Currently, I don't give a damn to a single thing. I need a shoulder, I need a place to let me cry out loud...

P/S: Went out Orchard with Darren, Jin Hao, Xi Wen and Guang Yao. Will update in next post.
P/S/S: I've been super lazy this month, I've not be attending school for 2days.

wifluv,

Ariel