Okey, I guess I start walking a wrong path AGAIN. [I don't know why I can't stop myself from going a wrong way? ]
I'm back to smoking. [I promised Kor and Xin 21 stopped smoking after my last packet] and from worst to worst, I'm get so HOT-TEMPER, I've lost friends, Baruku and I know we are not going back to normal even though I tot it will, now I almost lost another friend, Aarron.
My attitude change to like... Ah-lian. [I hate myself saying this but I can't find anything describe me] and may be because of this I start to get angry once I feel so uneasy, weird and etc... okey I'm sorry for what I've done. I don't want to get into fight anymore. Thanks kor, I know you will help me.
People who I want to thanks for this incident: Xiao Derrick, Daniel, Jin Hao, Ah Ben [Although he's not in my position], Aarron, Zhi Yong Kor.
Fk, this year is not my year man. I'm getting sooo bad bad bad and I gonna change NOW.
I told this to my friend and my friend told me "humm may be because you leave God that's why you can have such big change." hummmm... *thinking* "May be?"
wifluv,
Ariel
Labels: Self-reflection