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Ariel G Canvas.


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Thursday, January 17, 2008, 7:29 PM
What if...

What if one day I let go everything?
What if one day I just give up everything?
What if one day I just burst out everything?
What if one day I stop schooling?
What if one day I just stop talking?
What if one day I just stop contacting everyone?
What if one day I just stop stepping out of house?
What if one day I stop my life?
Should I continue or stop?
Should I turn left or right?

I have stopped at the junction of the road, who can really show me my future? Be it good or bad.

25th May 2006? So what if it's a long relationship?

I don't know what to do with current situation, people's advise are just useless [but many thanks], I know he's trying hard to change to my idea boyfriend but why am I not accepting? Why, because the lost of love? I really got so shock that in the end the problem and the choice is on me. I really regret agreed to start this relationship if not I will not have a hard time of choosing this choice.

I hate the feeling of regret that's the reason of holding myself back for so long.

I've hide all the hurts deep inside my heart and thought time will wash all away but actually they are just at the back of my mind.

I thought tears will stopped if I want them to but actually the hurts has more rights than me.

I thought there's still loves in this relationsip but actually these were just 1 words "Memories"

I thought that everything was okey but actually I just bring them over by 2 words "Never Mind"

Everything was just "I thought", "but", "I think", "Guess so", "Hoping", "What if", "Never mind", "I don't know", "waiting" but when did I really say I'm sure...?

This will be my 1st emotional post in my 2008...

wifluv,

Ariel

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