Talked to YH, just suddenly recall how I get to know him and how I fall in love with him but in the end of cause no ending between us but untill I'm in a relationship he said out his feeling. This is so dramatic. I did say that there will be no felling between us because that time I'm 100% into current relationship.

Now, Teach me how to reply this...

"my life u know left out wad? Hui Jun.yesterday my fren meet mi out he talk about my life and future. i just say tat can work earn money can liao. and mostly need 1 person to care about mi then I say your name out i also why."

"seriously lor i really dun mind to help u forgot him de i wanna make your whole mind is me seriously i really wish you can make yourself free when frieday I just want u come other i dun wan"

"why can't u think of mi i can't give u 1 and half year? i tell you i can bet i can last long wif u more more and everyday u will be happy u dun like me anywhere i willing to change for u i wont complain"

I don't know what to do, I feel so guilty if I rejected him. Teach me please. My heart is so luan. I don't know what should I do. Kor, I need you to call me. =(

I start to guess I might not be the one for you. your action your loves seem to hold back, after 1 and a half years I think you still don't know what I'm thinking all you care about just your game, but me? I always waiting for you to say "hey, I think there's a problem in this relationship" at least you show some intention in this relationship infact you just rather seating at one corner and play your games. I guess I always praying for something that will never happen, should I still continue waiting for something that will never happen and keep on passby all my chances? I don't know how to continue this relationship. Now, I don't even know where my heart goes. I feel that my heart don't belong to anyone.

wifluv,

ARIEL