ARIEL G CANVAS
Ariel G Canvas.
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Thursday, March 08, 2007, 9:22 PM
When was the day of my happyness?
Could someone just someone know my feeling?
What I say was totally, not a single percent is mean of what I say.
Can’t you feel my disappointment, my anger?
You really don’t understand.
Is amazing that I was talking all my staff to someone that I thought it could never happen. Don’t even dare to think. But was surprise that you are not the one that are talking to me yet is other people. WHY?
He asked me “From the rate of 1 to 10, do you think you love him?”
This is the hard question, harder than PSLE's question. I give an answer but that was just for the sake of giving him, I was too lazy to think that question on the spot. This question still stuck inside my mind for days yet I’m still trying to run away, refuse to face the problem. Yea, I’m a coward I know I should stop running away from the problems and it’s time to face the problems but is the problem of faith.
Next question from him “From the rate of 1 to 10, do you think he love you?”
This was hard, harder then ‘N’ level's MATH PAPER 2 question. I can’t feel any love from him anymore, but disappointment. The answer for me will be 50:50. He stops doing what he suppose to do in the past or in another way should be forgotten. I’ve done whatever I could to remind him in the end I felt that I’m just acting as a fool.
I give up. I can’t change anything to make you think what I think, so I shall wait for God.
Is amazing that I was talking all my staff to someone that I thought it could never happen. Don’t even dare to think. But was surprise that you are not the one that are talking to me yet is other people. WHY?
He asked me “From the rate of 1 to 10, do you think you love him?”
This is the hard question, harder than PSLE's question. I give an answer but that was just for the sake of giving him, I was too lazy to think that question on the spot. This question still stuck inside my mind for days yet I’m still trying to run away, refuse to face the problem. Yea, I’m a coward I know I should stop running away from the problems and it’s time to face the problems but is the problem of faith.
Next question from him “From the rate of 1 to 10, do you think he love you?”
This was hard, harder then ‘N’ level's MATH PAPER 2 question. I can’t feel any love from him anymore, but disappointment. The answer for me will be 50:50. He stops doing what he suppose to do in the past or in another way should be forgotten. I’ve done whatever I could to remind him in the end I felt that I’m just acting as a fool.
I give up. I can’t change anything to make you think what I think, so I shall wait for God.
wifluv,
huii jun
Labels: Emotion